God’s Bowling Team

I’m 23 years old and nighttime thunder and lightning storms still put a chill in my body.  The flashes of lightning make me shudder, the longer the light, the worse I feel. And those quick pows freak me the fuck out. I enjoy the slow nighttime rumbles, hearing God move his furniture from one room to the next, it’s peaceful to me. But anything in more decibels than that–ouch.

But daytime thunder and lightning I find enjoyable. Usually. If I’m home alone it’s debateable…Sometimes it’s good sometimes it’s bad. But whatever. I’m working through it. Jarrod would smirk at me if I said “I’m getting over it”

I do miss Jarrod. As awkward as it was at the time, I think he was one of those angels you hear that get sent into your life for a period of time, to help you, and then go on their way.  My dog just ripped a huge stinky hankering fart. yuck.  Sorry to ruin the moment, but he totally did.  He’s been farting, burping, and vomiting all night/evening–hope he feels better tomorrow.